Beyond the Rainbow Tide

We never knew exactly when Bubba came into this world.

He came to us already grown, carrying with him years we knew nothing about and stories he could never tell.

We didn’t know the day he was born or all the roads his paws had traveled before they finally led him home to us.

But maybe none of that matters.

Because we knew the part of his life that mattered most to us.

His name was James Garner Hill, though to everyone who knew and loved him, he was simply Bubba.

And Bubba was a gentle giant.

He was strong enough to make a stranger think twice, yet tender enough to understand a child. He seemed to know instinctively when to play, when to be still, when someone needed watching over, and when someone simply needed the quiet comfort of a big dog nearby.

He loved people.

He especially loved children, and children seemed to understand immediately what kind of soul lived behind that broad bulldog face. There was something safe about Bubba. Something steady.

And then there was the ball.

Throw it, and life suddenly had a purpose.

Throw it into the water, and even better.

He would chase it with the kind of joy only a dog truly understands—the pure, uncomplicated happiness of water splashing, people laughing, and someone he loved waiting for him to bring the ball back so they could do it all over again.

Those are the moments I want to remember.

Not the sickness that came later.

For a while, we knew something wasn’t right. We searched for answers. The veterinarian searched too, but sometimes love asks questions that medicine cannot answer.

And so, on June 14, 2026, we had to say goodbye to probably the best dog I have ever had.

No.

The best dog I ever had.

I like to believe that somewhere beyond what we can see, there is a place where old bodies become young again, where pain simply falls away, and where no beloved creature is ever truly lost.

Maybe there really is a Rainbow Bridge.

But when I think of Bubba, I imagine something bigger.

I see him standing at the edge of a great, shimmering water, watching something bright dance across the horizon. Then someone throws a ball.

Of course, he goes after it.

Into the water he runs—strong again, whole again—splitting the waves as he chases it farther and farther toward that brilliant band of color.

And somewhere between here and forever, he crosses beyond the rainbow tide.

No sickness follows him there.

No age.

No pain.

Only warm water, children laughing somewhere in the distance, an endless shore to run upon—

and a ball that can always be thrown one more time.

We never knew the date Bubba was born.

But we know that he lived.

We know that he loved.

And, oh, how deeply he was loved.

Run on Bubba, there’s a ball waiting for you beyond the rainbow tide. 

I’ll meet you there.

For James Garner Hill “Bubba”

The best dog I ever had.

?? – June 14, 2026

Memorial Day – In Memory – Remember!

Remember lest we forget… Remember! Lest we take one sacrifice for granted. 🇺🇸

Taps is played on the bugle in the winter snow at Arlington National Cemetery

It’s time to go to bed little man
Cover up your head little man
I’ll see you when the sun breaks in the morn.

Say your prayers and close your eyes,
I’ve locked the monsters all outside,
She’d sang those words to him since he was born.

He grew to be a brave young lad
And followed after his ole dad
Beneath a flag of pride his oath was sworn.

They brought him home in silk lined wood,
And all around him soldiers stood,
While Butterfield’s Lullaby played on the horn.

It’s time to go ahead little man,
I know that you weren’t scared little man,
My heart breaks I can’t see you and I mourn.

I’ve said my prayers for your closed eyes,
I’ve tucked my feelings deep inside…
She sang into a folded flag of thorns.

Poem by Janna Hill.

🙏 peace and comfort for all whose loved one(s) paid the ultimate price. For the some that gave all.

The Last Man Standing

We went for the annual camp-out this past weekend. I expected a small crowd and a somber mood considering it was our first gathering on the lake since my dear aunt left this world last June and this was her thing, she loved it.

Only thirty five or forty of us were in attendance so the crowd was small but the mood was far from somber. I should have known better than to think that.

We do not dwell on sorrow. No, we mustn’t… we cannot.  And we did not. Instead we laughed and reminisced about our rambunctious youth spent on the shores of Navarro Mills.  A time when our numbers were more, a time when strength and stamina ran hard through our veins, a time when we were too confident to recognize the gift.

Remembering makes us aware of our weakness but we remember anyway because it also brings us comfort. These are my memories:

I remember tents dotting the landscape, fried eggs on an open campfire, horse shoes clanking, blankets of bluebonnets, chasing birds along the banks and walking for miles in the sweltering heat. Swimming in the murky water, boat rides, the smell of roasted marshmallows and fishing along the shoreline. I remember crystal clear nights and counting stars until we fell asleep, long walks to the toilet, frigid dawns stealing slumber, and anxiously awaiting the next sunrise so we could do it all again.

With nostalgia I watch our children and grandchildren between sneaking stares at the last man standing (my father’s baby brother) and hope they understand what this gathering silently implies, these things you must remember.